Heavier Than Heaven

Saturday, August 07, 2004

Arg.. i'm pissed.
Suppose to have my HR presentation today, as if being the last group wasn't bad enough, my lecturer just had to end the presentation before we got the chance to present! Geezzz the groups before mine took too long to presend and my group had to present on next saturday :( Arg, if i knew thats going to happen i wouldn't even bother going to class today :P
Went shopping with ny cousin today and it was great, though i was late for like 30 mins trying to figure out how to get to Parkway... We only shopped for 4 hours but i bought a dress that i like from GG5.
Anyways heard from her that my aunt's been pretty pissed lately. She had an eye operation last week and due to that, she couldn't take care of rachel (her grandchild for those we didn't know - check out the pics)... And from what i see, she missed her terribly but refused to admit that fact. My cousin being laid back as always didn't bring rachel to visit her much.. Which makes her even more frustrated. Not to mention that she couldn't cook, couldn't go out and socialise. All she do at home is sit sleep, and watch tv... All her 30 years of life she's use to being a housewife and now.. she can't do anything much other then pace around the house... Anyways back to the story, so she gets pretty pissed not seeing her grand-daughter and to add to it, her own daughter didn't even want to spend some time (even though it was her day off) visiting her... She thinks nobody cared for her, not even her own flesh and blood. So there she goes.. grumbling every now and then..
Its scary... I wonder if that would happen to me when i'm old... Kicking a big fuss out of small things and nagging the whole day...
But it plagues me, why didn't my cousin want to visit her more often? Is working life so tiring to the point that she didn't have time to even call or show a lil concern?!


* EQUANIMITY.

equanimity\ee-kwuh-NIM-uh-tee; noun:

Evenness of mind; calmness; composure; as, "to bear misfortunes with equanimity."

When one is happy, one can look at both comedy and tragedy with equanimity.

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